Halo :) while the new collection is (my)self-developing, i thought it may be interesting and fun to share some of my thoughts on… current everything, i guess... (this may take a moment)
2019 NOTES. (VISION QUESTS)
all (here) is “random”, but important
[nothing is random… and not everything is important either… match your vibes]”
B A C K T O T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N EWA OF T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N OF EWA T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N T H E G A R D E N O U R G A R D E N…
CONTEMPLATING THE GARDEN . . .
THE LISTENER - THE OBSERVER
THE CHARACTER - THE EXPERIENCER
FASHION: THE COLOR, THE DETAIL, THE PATTERN
>>>> >>> >> >
THE GARDEN… fragrant, beautiful, vibrant, brilliant… multifaceted manifestation of an unlimited potential
a place where all the things come from…
I have a story to tell…
There is someone who’s listening… assuming not…
Who is experiencing that which is told?
since you are here too, you get it…
subtly expand and deepen the richness of the/my experience
here, in the Garden, in the place between the Worlds…
neither being one thing nor another...
no longer belong and not yet attaining...
in limbo and fiercely get ready...
no world to be in...
the past is over; the future is not yet...
connecting with the Moment
freedom to dream and free to be...
still no context, no place to plug in...
But, a free agent. “oddly released from pressures, demands, the crossfire of urgent criticality. And in this state, you have one amazing option. If you give this away, if you surrender your sparkling autonomy to the universal life-force, you can turn the world on and make everybody aware that they are free as well”
THE GARDEN exists in many ways… its in your Heart… here, You find/bring and hold the Light… to light up the Earth.
WHAT IS IMPORTANT?
love, life, play, creation/creativity, healing, death and re-birth, beginning - end/beginning… gesture, emotion, expression, impression, connection, symbolism and meaning of the place/motif/mark/color
experience of ⬆ to capture ⬆
WHAT IS ALSO IMPORTANT?
CREATIVITY, not eluding to ART… “is a phenomenon whereby something new and somehow valuable is formed. The created item may be intangible or physical […] found in a number of disciplines…”
IMAGINATION and SYMBOLOGY feed off of each other… the more expansive - the more expansive… free unbound - deep, honed-in. focus.
SYMBOLOGY as a language of Subconscious and Mystery must be interpreted in when a VISION or a DREAM.
THE VISION IS NOT VISUALIZATION.
THE VISION is given/received. it operates in images carrying leading MEANING in SYMBOLOGY, hence the importance of it
[THE CONNECTION] Resonance. Relevance. Relationships
THE SECRET COMMUNE/COMMUNITY seeking and finding the profound intimacy with others…
a vision / a dream
patience / trust
nourishment / the Sun
rain / water
bees, birds and butterflies
you need to see value within yourself before you can notice it reflecting back in your WorlD
HOLD THE LIGHT
KNOW YOUR BOUNDARIES
[THE PLACE] the idea of the place… looking at the place… looking out…
The Galactic Center… of mine…
a sacred place
a safe place
a place in the heart
a place to hide
a place of secret commune…
a place between the worlds
a place between potential and manifestation
a place of intention and desire
a place to BE
UNDERSTANDING: fully realized intentions and awareness create a pure and conscious EXPERIENCE
⬅ ⬅ ⬅ [A STORY BEFORE THE STORY] ⬅ ⬅ ⬅ to be told…
the Entitlement to the EXPERIENCE through the human body
Elevating Body Esteem to elevate the EXPERIENCE
Elevating Self-Esteem to allow that EXPERIENCE
Become One with (the experienced), in the moment of Experience
if potential for everything lies within me? nothing i guess… The Self maybe… to surrender the lesser egoic self perhaps… to remember…
LIFE LIVING: nature, beauty, brilliant design
CREATING an ALIGNMENT and RESONANCE of WORLDS and WORLD-VIEWS in order to EMBRACE who WE are (all connected but all separate), to EMBRACE the DIFFERENCES and SEPARATENESS as means of ELEVATING it into the UNDERSTANDING of the IMPORTANCE. and an INTRICATE VALUE of ALL in uncovering potential of fertility in all unions and encounters…
symbolic legacies. myth and legend. persona and attributes of the heart. soulfulness and magic. mystery and wonder
the Story of one Life.
The Story of Healing
The Story of Creating
The Story between the Stories
A story within the Story
WORDS AND IDEAS CAN CHANGE THE WORLD.
[THE LISTENER - THE OBSERVER]
do you ever ponder
[THE CHARACTER - THE EXPERIENCER… BOTH AS ONE]
ME - YOU
“contained” in the physical Body
energetically expanding beyond it
connected to All
EXPERIENCE in your Mind, in your Heart, through your body, through your Senses…
the emotion, the scent, the texture, the sound. a glimpse… IMAGINE.
again… flow, wander and observe… move slowly and breathe deeply… meditate…
EXPERIENCE WITH NO ATTACHMENT…
an EXPERIENCE in the Body leads to a potential SOUL EVOLUTION
The two work together.
Experiences create realities…. create The EXPERIENCE:
“May you have the discipline to surrender to the flow...”
RESONANCE: alignment elevation
RELEVANCE: the meaning
RELATIONSHIPS: contemplating all
idea and I
idea to comprehension
and It’s MOVING POWER…
and a slow, gradual buildup of it.
It is formless,
[THE SYMBOLISM] the place, the story, the shape, the color…
[THE MEANING] The Importance of SYMBOLISM, the MEANING of deep SYMBOLISM
THE SYMBOLISM and THE OVERWHELMING TOPIC OF:
THE TRIANGLE (MEANING)
SPIRAL, FERN / FERN BLOSSOM
RITUAL: A PURE, CREATIVE AND INSTINCTIVE MANIPULATION OF NATURAL FORCES, ELEMENTS, AND SYMBOLS For the Love and Pleasure of Cosmic Energies, YOU.
religious observance or ceremony, custom, usage, newly imbued with content and meaning
CAN BE WHATEVER YOU WANT IT TO BE
find NEW MEANING of things.
the MEANING supposedly is on you, and the depth of your DESIRES and UNDERSTANDINGS.
What is MEANINGFUL? what is in the heart of it all?
The Journey? ⬇⬇⬇
BACK TO SUBLIME GRACE and ELEGANCE… TAILORING - FOCUS.
[COLOR] “Changing colors is a trait common to the first half of sidereal Scorpio, where a person's appearance or expression seems to be entirely different at different times. This is exemplified by the southern Chameleon, generally a symbol of adaptability, change and new beginnings. The Chameleon articulates the ability to adjust to any situation, but not through subservience, avoidance, acquiescence or desire for acceptance, but in mastery of self and with intuitive sensitivity to one's surroundings. For one in full mastery of this inner transmutational process, it imparts a capacity to morph into alternative forms, literally, as in shapeshifting.“ Nick Anthony Fiorenza * [IXION, SCORPIO 13]
“AN ATTEMPT TO POSITIVELY CONTROL ONE’S OUTER APPEARANCE FOR A HIGHER PURPOSE”
Changing colors to fit in… one’s appearance or expression entirely different at different times
“Chameleon, generally a symbol of adaptability, change and new beginnings, not through subservience, avoidance, acquiescence or desire for acceptance, but in mastery of self and with intuitive sensitivity to one's surroundings. For one in full mastery of this inner transmutational process, it imparts a capacity to morph into alternative forms, literally, as in shapeshifting.” *
““A woman wearing a mask made out of butterfly wings.” to be accepted by others, and to look good. There are two ways this can manifest: (1) a self-idealization that manifests in outer trappings that are put on in an attempt to feel safe and comfortable and socially appropriate, and (2) a continual and persistent identification with the soul’s purity and spiritual aspirations so that everyone you contact is radiated with an elevated energy that disperses the heavy depressive vibrations of this illusory, physical world. Only number 2 will lead to self-fulfillment.“ ****
[THE DETAIL] every detail counts
[THE PATTERN] as a detail that supports the creation of place… also as an ever changing, purposefully adaptive, evolving, and transforming process that always threads to a larger concept… return to You, remembering You, seeing You
A (linear) JOURNEY ⬇
building up energy gradually…
EVERYTHING IS MORE FUN WHEN YOU ARE HAVING FUN. Play… Here… Word play… play of words… a play, a story, playing with thoughts, playing with feelings, playing with emotions, playing with energy, playing with space, playing with frequency, playing with possibilities… explore… zoom in… contemplate
VENUS IN TAURUS. NEW APPROACH TO OLD IDEAS AND PRINCIPLES… there’s power in it…
building up energy gradually
SENSUALOGY… (17th. it is not an original term as I realize now, but WHAT IS anyway?) ugh how I got here though:
something triggered a thought… lead to another to realize the inner anticipation for the union of Science and Spirituality/Religion
what can I call it? If I may?
SCIENCE + SPIRITUALITY
(cleaning up the notes)
SCIENCE knowledge acquired through SENSES aka faculty of perception; a MEANING, import, interpretation,
SPIRIT - soul, breath of God, inspiration, breath, (old Slavonic) to blow ("to play on the flute “ imitating the sound of breathing""), an essential principle of something, supernatural, invisible, life, "seat of emotions”.
. continue later
“your most powerful moments are always here, not in the future… “
(continue on the notes from the 16th…)
+LOGY - a discourse, theory, science etc… root -”LEG” to collect, gather, speak… >>> as is in LOGOS - 1580s, "the divine Word, second person of the Christian Trinity," from Greek logos "word, speech, statement, discourse," **
-O- is a stem vowel in the previous element.
O - Circle - as a SYMBOL
CIRCLE: Mother Earth, feminine energy, completion, Cycles, being whole, Unity, the Sun,
ENCIRCLEMENT - The Garden…
SENSE-O-LOGY: A JOURNEY to acquire information through technology and senses to know ALL = LIFE
18th. FULL MOON AT 27 SCORPIO
see through all difficulties, obstructions, and frustrations
accept what is hidden
accept what is revealed…
MOON GAZING - TRATAKA
you allowed yourself to be reborn
WHO WOULD YOU DECIDE TO BE?
one may need new means of communication
A JOURNEY ⬇
THE JOURNEY OF SELF-MASTERY
THE JOURNEY OF MYSTERY
REFINMENT OF THE PHYSICAL
REFINEMENT OF NON-PHYSICAL
MEDITATION >>> TRANSFORMATION
MEDITATION >>> IMMORTALITY
REFINEMENT OF PERCEPTION
INTENT ON SEING THE TRUTH
INTENT ON SEEING THE LIGHT
[THE JOURNEY OF SELF-MASTERY] through Life Living
[writing as a process of emotional body cleansing, reflection, contemplation, response, putting pieces together, “going somewhere” with it… leading the thread…]
(WHAT MOVES YOU… ?)
“The willingness to entertain what one doesn’t understand pushes back the limits of consciousness.”
In the end, falling in love is everything. None of it means anything without love.
Neural Synchronization - 40Hz Gamma