at rest... at last... #003


... so the past few weeks, you have learned, or you might have been exposed to situations, allowing an opportunity to realize the power your manifesting skills... Dark times for me, honestly. An overwhelming feeling of lack within and without. Literally feeling as if I was the only being on the planet, feeling as if I have no energy left to move forward... Trying so hard to make the next step happen, i have drained myself pushing against all existing energies. I hit the floor.

I realized finally...

I must rest my body, and I must rest my mind and my soul, I must allow myself to truly come to the space of internal rest before I attempt to process... I escaped to nature. I went camping, I was hiking, and whitewater rafting, I went to the beach, and watched my son play volleyball until the Sun set I read, I meditated… I re-centered myself...

And now, here I am. it's time to internalize everything that has happened. It's time to understand all those (karmic) events that have been happening to you in your life… many intertwined, karmic, unexplainable, spiritual, very out of this world energies.

“It is time to open ones eyes. To not walk around blindfolded and to really see what is going on within ones experience. Everything is reflecting where one is seeing lack within themselves, therefore it is being experienced within ones life. What is it that feels like its missing, that is not already present now? Whatever that is, look at it more closely and see if you are in fact holding this back from yourself” ( #fiveofpentacles #mirasol )

Yes,

I have been holding myself back.

Even though I have accomplished a lot, I can see all the walls and blocks that I MYSELF have put there on my path, thinking (and believing in what I was thinking), that I was not ready...

CLASSIC! I see it...

be honest with Yourself...

otherwise it's just disrespectful... 

You HAVE to move out of the dark places and away from dark energies in order to access all the Light and Illumination. Acknowledge it's there, admit (to yourself) that you might have created a lot of that yourself...

and now adjust yourself. and let the Universe adjust you, This is just the time for it.

the question is: “WHAT IS THE ONE NONE=PHYSICAL THING IN YOUR LIFE THAT HOLDS THE HIGHEST VALUE AND  MAKES YOU MOST HAPPY?“

Your heart knows the answer.

Your mind will distract you.

BREATHE...

Its time to gather up and surround yourself with energy that will move you forward.

Charge your heart with everything you involve yourself with creatively. And this is very important here: commit to your talent fully, Share your talent and your heart... 

It’s a mission based life we’re living..

 

Muse & Model: Allison Laako

Photo & Photo edit: Ewa Markiewicz

Set & Makeup: Miles Marie aka Nomadic Madam