at rest... at last...


... so the past few weeks, you have learned, or you might have been exposed to situations, allowing an opportunity to realize the power your manifesting skills... Dark times for me, honestly. An overwhelming feeling of lack within and without. Literally feeling as if I was the only being on the planet, feeling as if I have no energy left to move forward... Trying so hard to make the next step happen, i have drained myself pushing against all existing energies. I hit the floor.

I realized finally...

I must rest my body, and I must rest my mind and my soul, I must allow myself to truly come to the space of internal rest before I attempt to process... I escaped to nature. I went camping, I was hiking, and whitewater rafting, I went to the beach, and watched my son play volleyball until the Sun set I read, I meditated… I re-centered myself...

And now, here I am. it's time to internalize everything that has happened. It's time to understand all those (karmic) events that have been happening to you in your life… many intertwined, karmic, unexplainable, spiritual, very out of this world energies.

“It is time to open ones eyes. To not walk around blindfolded and to really see what is going on within ones experience. Everything is reflecting where one is seeing lack within themselves, therefore it is being experienced within ones life. What is it that feels like its missing, that is not already present now? Whatever that is, look at it more closely and see if you are in fact holding this back from yourself” ( #fiveofpentacles #mirasol )

Yes,

I have been holding myself back.

Even though I have accomplished a lot, I can see all the walls and blocks that I MYSELF have put there on my path, thinking (and believing in what I was thinking), that I was not ready...

CLASSIC! I see it...

be honest with Yourself...

otherwise it's just disrespectful... 

You HAVE to move out of the dark places and away from dark energies in order to access all the Light and Illumination. Acknowledge it's there, admit (to yourself) that you might have created a lot of that yourself...

and now adjust yourself. and let the Universe adjust you, This is just the time for it.

the question is: “WHAT IS THE ONE NONE=PHYSICAL THING IN YOUR LIFE THAT HOLDS THE HIGHEST VALUE AND  MAKES YOU MOST HAPPY?“

Your heart knows the answer.

Your mind will distract you.

BREATHE...

Its time to gather up and surround yourself with energy that will move you forward.

Charge your heart with everything you involve yourself with creatively. And this is very important here: commit to your talent fully, Share your talent and your heart... 

It’s a mission based life we’re living..

 

Muse & Model: Allison Laako

Photo & Photo edit: Ewa Markiewicz

Set & Makeup: Miles Marie aka Nomadic Madam

the radicalization of transformation


don’t be afraid to embrace the radicalization of transformation in your life. Right now especially...

... meaning, open your heart because there is magic in vulnerability.  The precise accuracy of your instincts is here to guide you exactly where your heart is pointing. 

How committed are you to taking out the secrets of your magic and applying them to your life and everything you do?

Trust your own good nature...

Own your Light...

Work from here... 

It's a new chapter  after all, so not being afraid of stepping into IT and being completely commited... understanding deeply what IT is. I mean seeing EVERYTHING that happened in your life as raw material for an alchemical process.

Look at it all...

An abundance of unique treasures.

Can't honestly see it sometimes...  

BUT. Love yourself a little more for just a moment, long enough to allow yourself a possibility of anything. Realize now that it's a choice simply what you identify yourself with... and that a  change in your thought is what makes everything possible... Grasping for once that everything has everything to do with constantly getting better and evolving yourself.

Because it's your nature. 

And you can't be uncertain. You just can't find the way like that... you get caught between authenticity and presentation. Between You, who you neglect to realize, and You, who you think are supposed to be.

I don't even know how I got here...

To present from your heart and truth, is the preferred way (since "there's no right or wrong way"...), but pleasing energies that on the end of the day you probably won’t connect with anyway is [many things, but...] confusing [for sure...].

Understanding one's true energy is enlightening. Literally,

Shifting towards it is transformative.

Improve your behaviors.

Don’t get frustrated about missing information. Not understanding clearly how things will unfold, yet trusting that life energies will move you forward, is Soul-expanding.  To trust the Divine timing is an ultimate test of Ego... how about that... 

Fall back from your own emotions and fears. That is the only way to move into new energies, that is the only way you can fly... simply let go of it all. And it seems abstract to OUR TRUTH about that, but believe me... it's not at all.

I just realized that though... And I feel like home here...

There is no way back to that unconscious place.

I've never felt so receptive. Its a trip... 

 

Ewa M.

 

Model & Muse: Allison Laako

Photo & Photo Edit: Ewa Markiewicz

Set & Makeup: Miles Marie aka Nomadic Madam

 

well... well... welcome...


"LANGUAGE IS FOR NON-LOVERS" they say...

AN IMAGE, MOTION, SOUND ARE A SUBJECT TO YOUR OWN INTERPRETATION

"image is worth a thousand words" of course... An image can awaken the deepest feelings and most intense emotions... Image can move you through time and space and transform you along the way...

BUT

SOMETIMES WORDS ARE NECESSARY

AND  

OTHER TIMES, WORDS ARE ALL I HAVE...

to express more fully

to understand the path

to understand the world

Because creating is not always easy,. Not that its not supposed to be. 

Through astrology, tarot, metaphysics, and science i open a space for epiphanies and realizations, intuitively grasping realities, and i put my world in order out of this scattered chaos I've created...

BECAUSE CHAOS IS WHERE IT ALL STARTED

i hear

SO ITS ALL PERFECT THAN... 

Behind destructively judgmental perpetual thoughts, inside all real observations and an array of feelings, in front of a dreamlike vision pointing to freedom and happiness..

with Love...

Ewa M.

 

Muse: Allison Laakko

Photo & edit: Ewa Markiewicz